im sick of fighting,
im sick of dieing
im sick of the way she treats me.

i give and i give and i give,
but she just takes and takes and takes,
what more can i do than warn her that if she keeps putting everyone in front of me,
then how ever much i may love her that i will need to leave,
she needs to see this but if i tell her ill feel bad when really she should feel bad but as allways its me feeling bad and not her.

have not been here in awile but need to write something

wheres is my smile gone im lost and dont no where i am