that wave it was free, it was just me and the wave picking me and my board up and carrying us.
if so it could savagely chuck us of but for that moment me and the wave... well i guess where at peace.
but the wave it loses power it falters and slows and gets smaller until its but a ripple in the sand.
this wave i think suits many people, we rush into something we don't think about the end we just live in the moment, i do that ill admit i don't think about things until after and sometimes yeah it gets me in trouble. but more often than not ill feel sad, hurt or angry but I'm still content that i tried it i didn't falter at the start and threw my self at that chance.
but there is a wave no one likes it looks big, it looks power full it looks full of energy.
but its like when u get played by some one in business or in relationships or what ever you can possibly get played in. it looks so full of promise but when u feel your self rise you feel no power behind it you feel like there is something amiss like its a false wave.
I'm going to try something, its not a wave its not to do with the sea, i might have a problem here haha.
but I'm going to see if i can do it it might take some convincing, i have no idea I'm confused as hell. I'm going to give it a go and i no that's all i can do :)
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
light and fun haha:)
i sit there in the sand, i stare at the horizon couldn't believe that something could be so beautiful.
i don't no what it is but when i sit there in the shallows i stare at that sinking sun i feel happy i feel content, because i no that if something that small something that happens everyday can make me happy then it wont take much to make me happy in life.
as i sit there and as the water swirls around me i feel things being washed of, i feel the emotions the baggage leave... it doesn't matter to me if this is only while I'm sitting there or weather it goes for ever as long as i get that moment of freedom. i feel my muscles relax i feel like i could sink in to the ocean and let it take me where ever the current wants, what a life that would be ha ha :).
i leave this beech and i feel good i feel lighter, i feel if i go to a party I'm ready to meet some one new or at least have abit of a fling... i feel free i feel i can do what i want now.
i don't no what it is but when i sit there in the shallows i stare at that sinking sun i feel happy i feel content, because i no that if something that small something that happens everyday can make me happy then it wont take much to make me happy in life.
as i sit there and as the water swirls around me i feel things being washed of, i feel the emotions the baggage leave... it doesn't matter to me if this is only while I'm sitting there or weather it goes for ever as long as i get that moment of freedom. i feel my muscles relax i feel like i could sink in to the ocean and let it take me where ever the current wants, what a life that would be ha ha :).
i leave this beech and i feel good i feel lighter, i feel if i go to a party I'm ready to meet some one new or at least have abit of a fling... i feel free i feel i can do what i want now.
Friday, November 19, 2010
heart breaker right from the start
Remember when I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows and butterflies
we did enjoy our happiness?
when our love was over
I was such a mess
I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that's when I knew
there?s no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it's over
I still love you
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
And now is gone
I don't know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can't look at you
and you know why
no, I tried so hard
to catch your eye
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
you gave me rainbows and butterflies
we did enjoy our happiness?
when our love was over
I was such a mess
I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that's when I knew
there?s no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it's over
I still love you
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
And now is gone
I don't know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can't look at you
and you know why
no, I tried so hard
to catch your eye
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
you're in my mind
you're in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you break my heart
A heart breaker right from the start
Thursday, November 18, 2010
you no what magic
i listened to a piece of music, it told me " i had the magic in me"
but i don't see it,
i don't feel it,
i don't have the powers to turn back time make things go right,
i don't have the power to heal your wounds.
so what is this magic I'm meant to see,
is it in me,
is it in you,
for i don't no,
but all i see is this tiny flash of magic.
i looked and i crawled into the recesses of me,
i found a little light,
it twirled around me and all i saw was a Little bit of magic,
i found it it was in my heart,
i think, i think my heart is the magic,
i hope my heart shows everyone its magic,
its why it opens to people and when it gets hurt the magic fixes it.
so i thank you,
you tiny piece of magic,
you have helped me,
you have kept me alive.
but i don't see it,
i don't feel it,
i don't have the powers to turn back time make things go right,
i don't have the power to heal your wounds.
so what is this magic I'm meant to see,
is it in me,
is it in you,
for i don't no,
but all i see is this tiny flash of magic.
i looked and i crawled into the recesses of me,
i found a little light,
it twirled around me and all i saw was a Little bit of magic,
i found it it was in my heart,
i think, i think my heart is the magic,
i hope my heart shows everyone its magic,
its why it opens to people and when it gets hurt the magic fixes it.
so i thank you,
you tiny piece of magic,
you have helped me,
you have kept me alive.
wild! haha
its fun,
its our thing,
its better than alot of things.
its wild,
its crazy
its messy.
it can be any where,
it can be anytime
it can be wet,
it can be sticky.
its our thing,
its better than alot of things.
its wild,
its crazy
its messy.
it can be any where,
it can be anytime
it can be wet,
it can be sticky.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
everytime i see you, we talk like theres no tomorow,
we laugh we play,
we enjoy each other company where it is never bored nor dull.
when were not around each other,
not in person,
we never talk or if we do things seem strained,
i dont want to feel this way i dont under stand.
but every time a person does come near,
i feel like i want to crash and bash my way to your heart,
i feel i want to scream at your heart to let me in to take me in,
but i no if i told you things would change,
i no i cant,
and that is what breaks me.
maybe my time will come with you,
when the world slows and we will have our moment.
we laugh we play,
we enjoy each other company where it is never bored nor dull.
when were not around each other,
not in person,
we never talk or if we do things seem strained,
i dont want to feel this way i dont under stand.
but every time a person does come near,
i feel like i want to crash and bash my way to your heart,
i feel i want to scream at your heart to let me in to take me in,
but i no if i told you things would change,
i no i cant,
and that is what breaks me.
maybe my time will come with you,
when the world slows and we will have our moment.
Monday, November 1, 2010
through life we do walk,and talk
I'm walking this lonely road of life,
I'm stopping at the friendly inns who welcome us lonely travellers,
they ask but do u not have a wife at home,
and i say my life is not fit for a wife she shall deserve better.
i keep hearing a mysterious talking,
about a girl who eludes me,
she drives me crazy but she deserves better,
what happened to u my princess where did u go,
i am but humble traveler here to sweep u of Ur feet.
my road is worthy of a wife now ladies gentlemen,
i am Ur prince in disguise,
look at my armour and how it shines,
my heart beats like a lions,
and my voice as deep as a bear,
I'm toughened and seasoned traveler i have been through much,
i have seen dolls that are deceptively young looking but will steal what ever they can,
i have met the sirens which promise so much but just as quick to hurt.
so i am hear now to raise a girl who thinks i am fit for her,
i bid my lonely traveler friends adew as i embark on this new journey.
I'm stopping at the friendly inns who welcome us lonely travellers,
they ask but do u not have a wife at home,
and i say my life is not fit for a wife she shall deserve better.
i keep hearing a mysterious talking,
about a girl who eludes me,
she drives me crazy but she deserves better,
what happened to u my princess where did u go,
i am but humble traveler here to sweep u of Ur feet.
my road is worthy of a wife now ladies gentlemen,
i am Ur prince in disguise,
look at my armour and how it shines,
my heart beats like a lions,
and my voice as deep as a bear,
I'm toughened and seasoned traveler i have been through much,
i have seen dolls that are deceptively young looking but will steal what ever they can,
i have met the sirens which promise so much but just as quick to hurt.
so i am hear now to raise a girl who thinks i am fit for her,
i bid my lonely traveler friends adew as i embark on this new journey.
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