my grammars crap but lets give this a go haha this one is called train wreck!.

lately life as we no it has been a train wreck.
well for me it has, just seems to have piled into a big emotional heap.
if there was something i could  do to travel back in time, reverse the first time i met you the first time i wrote those words and said those words id do it.

but you no out of the little wreck i see one thing clearly.
we all have problems that seem to blow up in our faces just when we think their okay again.
and i no it sounds weird but grab that little emotional fix it tool, 
just give it a go, give a couple of twists couple of hammers and see if you can mold it,
hell iv failed but sometimes iv found a better way around or maybe even preventing that train wreck.

but now back to the start and the real fact is that i did meet you
 i did write those words and i definitely said those words and
 there is nothing i can do. but i no that you've made me stronger you were the dynamite to my train wreck but you've made me create emergency systems and defences preventing a wreck again.
an iron wall over my heart that only shall the strongest break down and a brain that's going to think very carefully before things are said.

so i say this thank you but also my last words to you
hahaha u fucked me up but when u find out the Truth your train wreck is gonna blow mine out of the water!.